14 March 2018

It's been a bit of a struggle getting things done over the past few months.  My work and personal life erupted into some serious mayhem...but I won't bore you with the details.  This blog is my happy place and gaining is what I do for me.

The effort I put into making myself fat is a journey I'm taking, with intention, and to honour myself. 

While I realize the current standard of "beauty" or "handsomeness" is defined by the mainstream as being thin, toned, with minimal body fat, I know that this is not the right way for me to be.

Because, now that I am, by anyone's measure, obese, I'm feeling more attractive.  I genuinely *like* who I see in the mirror now and every time I stop for a good look, it makes me happy to think about how much better I'm going to look and feel as I continue to gain weight.

Right now I've got some free time and not a whole lot of obligations.  I'm currently 213 pounds and I feel like now is the time to start pushing hard for some substantial gains.  

As much as I hate to ask this, if anyone was inclined to donate to the cause, I'd REALLY appreciate any help toward the cost of the extra food it's going to take in order to make all of this happen.  There is a PayPal link is to the right of the page.  Regardless of finances, I am going to keep getting fatter through any means possible.  At this point it's just a matter of how quickly/easily I will be able to do it.