5 August 2010

So I'm finding it downright distracting now that the top of my belly is finally starting to fill out and pressing against my shirts.

I've always wanted a nice round shape and it appears to be happening for me. My profile is widening...but until lately I was still looking somewhat flat. I'm ready to move forward because I'm actually very curious to see where the next 20 pounds are going to end up. This is new territory for me because this is the fattest I've ever been.

I'm going to do some serious eating over the next few days and see what I can do to help this along....

3 August 2010

All right...so I've finally made it! Today for the very first time I've managed to tip the scales at 200 pounds! As far as I'm concerned, I consider myself offically "fat" now. That being said, I look at myself and realize that this is just the beginning. I'm not nearly as large as I thought I'd be at this weight - I definitely want to be bigger. I'm not sure now just what weight that will be at. All I know is that I'm really excited to think of how my belly's going to look after I gain another 50 (or more!) pounds. As far as I'm concerned at this point, I've got a good start but I'm nowhere near as fat as I'm going to be.