Eating...and eating...and eating...
It's paying off. I'm feeling bigger around than I have for quite awhile.
Yesterday I had to run about six blocks and was utterly astounded at how much mass there is now in my belly and just how much different it feels now to run any distance at all. To say that I'm getting jiggly is an understatement.
For right now I'm not really counting calories; I'm off the spreadsheet and basically back to eating as much as I can as often as I can without overdoing it. Spending lots at the grocery store lately but it's totally worth it.
Still working on gaining a couple of pounds a week during the spring and then leveling out again for the summer when stuff gets busy again. I figure this will also give myself time to get used to being so much bigger. Gaining 25 pounds over a few months might not seem like much to some people but for me, it's a big deal. Gaining is an intense process - I've found that if I go too far, too fast, it's easy to get overwhelmed. Even slow and steady gaining I'm doing is causing astonishing changes to what I look like and how my body moves. So far I'm enjoying the changes A LOT but I don't want to take it too far, too fast, and end up making myself sick either.
There will be a day, of this I am certain, that I'm going to tip the scales at 300 pounds +. It might take me a stupidly long time to get there, but then, I can still remember a few years ago when I thought 200 pounds + might be unattainable!
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