I've ramped up my food intake to my reasonable limits and, barring any unforeseen circumstance, plan to keep working at extending those limits as far as I can. Ideally, if I could eventually get myself to eating double the amount that I eat now on a daily basis, I could really start to pack on the pounds. Even after I've managed to get where I need to in terms of weight...and I've decided that this is going to be a LOT more weight...as in finding the exact limit of just how big I can get and still manage to function...I know if I'm to maintain it, I'm going to have to eat like a champion for as long as I want to maintain my new body size.
It's odd just how hungry I am in spite of the fact that I just had a large bowl of rice topped with a hefty chunk of butter. I really do think a lot of this is in the mind. It's like suddenly everything's okay, the last of the emotional hurdles have been cleared, and now it's just a technical matter of getting fat as quickly and efficiently as possible.
And I'd be lying if I said I wasn't looking forward to experiencing all the profound changes that are about to start happening for real...after so many years of only dreaming about doing this.
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